Babs. How do you describe her? As she told me she wants on her tombstone, she is a "Walking Contradiction." On her post at DBS she had a link to her old blog. I had completely forgotten about that blog. Just killing time, this morning, as I'm still waiting to have my turn in the shower (he's so slow in the morn)I read a few posts.
I knew Babs long ago. I've known her for about 20+ years maybe more but i'd have think. Babs was not a nice girl and there were even times I would get so pissed off at what she was doing and I wouldn't talk to her. She knows this especially back when she was doing heroin. I hated that babs. Before that she drank to much. I didn't like this babs to much either. we did have some good times but other times could be bad. She would get into fights and I would tell her the next day that she ruined our night out. I might not talk to her for a hot minute but eventually I'd come back around. I'd forgive her and move on. Babs had to learn all things the hard way i suppose. It hurt me cut me deep when she went to prison but it saved her life. It made her who she is today. She might be pissed at me for saying all this but it won't be the first or the last time. will it barbara? I've not set eyes on her for a while and I miss her. yes babs i do love you and always always will.Reading her stuff makes me think. she wrote this as a comment to a family member and this made me think:
Fail to plan, plan to fail but don't obsess. Don't be lazy. If something needs to be done that's important, you'll feel much better getting it done, [then]you can breathe. But the fucking dishes can wait when it's time to enjoy what life's really all about: Love, Laughter and Family.
Kisses Sweetie and I'm real glad to have heard from you and I really mean that.
Mwah!!